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elementally I'll Written by Ash Wednesday  I like you so much that I would spare you from me Air signs need blue prints So they know how you work to play you. I've been loosely raised by two So I am qualified to say this My sibling(s) an earth sign But that fucker is so wishy washy Only when it's convenient for their feelings Are they to be considerate. And I am a gluten free punishment So I surrounded myself with Water signs Because we absolutely absorb each other And sometimes it's just too much Most sensitive people I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. But we hold grudges like we would hold the door for you.  And bro, you little flamers it's all about you
You think you give off main character energy But I know way too much about you You're welcome to join and try and change my opinion But I think you fire signs are just hot headed and need someone to hold them. a.w.
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Timelines Written by Ash Wednesday  There is a certain timeline I wish I had the balls to revisit
To assert myself and advocate for the things that I didn't Trying my hardest to not be so obvious and be subtle There would be timelines where I would be trouble Odd isnt it that I am sure you could care less Obviously there were moments caught up in bliss Or is it a shadow of convenience gasping between kiss Oh it could be that I was just a thing for you to play with Other than proximity a bit of what if mystery On the contrary you just wanted to talk at me Open up about your traumas, past mistakes and- One-sided substance numbing monologues Don't know what this means Don't know where it's going Damnmit I know just about next to nothing Did they get to you, did I get your attention I am forever an always secret honorable mention. A.W. Spirit BoxX Written by Ash Wednesday  Hi SB it's me again Just sitting in the dark Listening to my comrades The alive, the dead, and the pretend People who act like my friends Throwing shade on all my successes Again and again But I know that you know Getting tips on my spirit box Synchronicity and gut feelings I am raw dogging this And you try to check out devoid of all feelings  Hey it's great that you potay that you're doing well Everyone thinks it's fake as hell Lets settle this finally this time around Please know that I know, cause I know you well It's not that I am jealous just continue to be concerned And I think we're both similar at least from what I can tell. My intuition is pretty spot on with this you see The spirit boxes have been going off Riddled with voices alive and somewhere in-between Approved appericians only a few can see People see what they want you to see Posted abnoxiously for all to see Evaiding the obvious is what I can gather Desperate and dizzy around and around ( This cycle is fleeting)  Here is the one
Everyone can see Running around ruining things Empty promises, that they'll call dreams Just little snippets here and there On the spirit box They're pretty chatty on that thing The dead love to talk A.W Sage 🌿 Written by Ash Wednesday  I am not as unhinged as I could be and I want everyone to be grateful for that I could stand to turn it up a little I am not sure what its looking like but My body is not a temple it is a mid western dive bar. where the Hendrix at? And there has got to be something About bisexuals just not sitting so straight I burn sage wands And pick the nicest days to rot Inside of me the bridges are being burned I am done with all the wondering  When is it going to be my turn Human things agitate me all of a sudden like dealing with my ceiling fan the air is drying everything up and killing my plants. It's definitely isn't my negligence I am just about beyond repairing And incapable of relaxing You can just forget about letting go I never let you get to know The real me in return While you upchucked all your insecurities I neatly laid them out  You know you can open up to me
Again whenever your unbalanced side is out A side salad nothing special A side of parsley laid out and forgotten A.W. Informal Meeting Written by Ash Wednesday  Don't ask me where I am going I am going fuckin insane Lobotomizing licorice Rotting my teeth and my brain Lost in translation Deep in some code Something to listen to Something nostalgic and old Before all the crazy Lots of swearing sweating and basements I would be happy to help Run things more effectively  But it's not the same And nobody's talking Separate depressions Lives always growing In different directions I wish I could stop this You're welcome to have at it But I'll question your logic You couldn't code me Even if you knew me Everything there ever was I'll keep changing my coding  Forever expanding
You like that shit don't you God I bet you're lonely Lost in the chat group Forever alone Talking to nobody I would give you another chance But can we even get past a glance Successful separately disastrous together same song different lyrics We're going nowhere The EP was cool, the live set was better I am going to remember those nights That you set me up for failure forward Forever unbothered I won't let you take my favorite weather Ya Dig Written by Ash Wednesday  You can knock back jack But have to water down your cranberry juice Lead me on, steal my time And never ever return my Tupperware I hate to say it But some of you will not be Transfered over to my next season Calling in my worth, you will not ruin the autumn I am in automatic mode Ready to block and transpire Into the ethos balancing the cold The pushover people pleaser it's all very old  And odd that you would think I haven't changed in all these years My dear I am sorry you were so heartless But it's time you see the problem wasn't her or me. You were the one that chose to dig and go take I hope the next one doesn't fall for the same mistakes You'll have to really up your game Or find someone the same A sad thing indeed these seasons of change But it's getting colder out And you'll both be come knocking at my door But when I open it willingly you'll see me and my New friends and family And they're not easily swayed They have my best interest This soul family doesn't take long To go off and call you out on your mistreatment And bullshit.  I am saving your reputation by not telling my side of the story you see how I don't say anything about us very demure, I am not demanding of your time.
So cutesy. And look at you repeating and representing my philosophies and her treating them like it's brand new gospel. I am fucking loving it t go off "King". Go all the way the frick off. Got Forgotten Written by Ash Wednesday  Took the knife out of my back Then started cutting ties with it I must have forgotten to mention I am a little bit of a weapons expert We were lonely and horny And happen to have chemistry I just have forgotten to mention I would skip this subject daily Habitually seeking refuge in my element I could sink into the water forever I maybe have forgotten to mention You're going to get absolutely lost in the depths of me Mentally seeking clarity I do this for the hell of it Disregarded all boundaries we love to make fun of it I must have forgotten to mention that All you ever see is the surface stares I won't have any of it This shifty behaviour If I wanted to deal with this shit I would have stopped going to therapy  And with every tired tide that keeps Pulling on the moon I guess in all that time I forgot to mention to you I am not who you think Or remember I am not the person you imagine I am No what it's or remembers I am actually pretty shadowy And your friend they just get me That tasty little taste of chaos That is the kinda of me that is easily lost.  A.W.
Burnt Out & Soup Brain Written by Ash Wednesday  5 day weeks but I worked 7 shifts Every fuckin morning I just want to quit And hide in the fuckin woods Oh God I wish I financially could Stretched so thin My brain is straight soup Not cognitive without coffee Cocking a fuckin attitude Burnt through my mental health Scorched and tortured so unwell Would burn this place and work shirt to the ground 5 day weeks but I worked 7 shifts Every fuckin morning I just want to quit And hide in the fuckin woods  All the rave all the flames Engulfed in kerosene That would be good for my brain Railing caffeine another early morning The world isn't even awake But they all need coffee Missing moments passing by This latte tastes salty lady Today I am a toast savant On my autopilot bull shit Trippy tippy in my hand I am numb number 1 man  Early mornings late night
This place would collapse But there are like 5 people keeping it alive God forbid I need two days off in a row Apparently they have my replacement I just have to train them first. Hell bent over to get ahead These days are getting worse and worse A.W. The Millennial Kennel Written by Ash Wednesday  Concrete Commissioned Communistic Constructed Dead inside striking sterile "upgrades" Cheap fascaded decor The Millennial Kennel You too can own A dormitory for adults You can now rent to loan The Millennial Kennel Can be yours today All you have to do Is sacrifice all that space  For a compact dream Sterilized like an office The Millennial Kennel A more luxurious coffin To hide yourself And disconnect from the world The Millennial Kennel with second colors Bold and blocky, these structures are absurd And ever all presence is daughting With built up way too high it's a struggle to see the skyline And I can't recognize neighborhoods anymore They all have the same fucking door And the people behind them I can't believe them They have lost all humanity the things we believe in  The Millennial Kennel
Fit for something Like a generation that is used to Being left alone and forever numbing Grass is Wack Written by Ash Wednesday  I think people forget that I was raised in a house of wolves Waking up with claw marks on my chest I am so used to being betrayed Skeptical doesn't even begin to defy it You thought the grass was greener But your a lazy lover and you hate to mow Left you to your own devices In hopes that you would grow  But I think we left things stagent for too long The grass is growing, and getting tall Now you're broke and I am to traumatized To see where things would even go. Oh look at you Here you are Alone and ready To use me again Like from the start From the beginning To the very end Fucked with my head My heart And would never hold my hand Fuck what you say From the very time you start Moving your lips I've tuned out your song It takes courage I guess Where was that before?  |
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