​Goblin mode 

Ethel Cain & Sleepy T 

Unpopular unapologetically me 

This thing that's hiding behind me 

1 and 3. 12 and me 

This is a slippery house for me 

So much things left unseen 

House of cards built on cotaspteophys 

​Place of shadows 

House of pain 

Blacked out house 

Mocking the silent sound 

Heaven grounded I am beyond help 

Got a lot of squares in my chart 

It's just the universe shifting itself 

A self correcting prophecy 

It is all too familiar with me 

This shadow plane 

Is one that I dig down and thrive in. 

Geminis a gem when it comes to this topic 
I don't know if you knew this but 
Most air signs are imbalanced 
The twins for contradictory 

Without one witch is in control 
Don't know which one you'll get 
hell they don't even know
Tell on each other's personalities for sure 

Aqurius you let it be know 
What you are and it sure shows 
You turn up the charisma 
And over do everything else 

Write off all the little details 
Because the big picture is what you guys are all about 
And it doesn't matter who you betray 
The top is where you were destined to stay. 

​And Libra you have got to be the first worst 
But I save you for last because no sign no longer compares
You're always seeking something new and shiny and something to pit against each other.

You're a little shit started and love to tip peoples scales 
Casual option turned obsession 
You act like you got it all together 
But there is some shady shadow that's cast on you. 

I of course don't mean to double speak 
But these are some things that I have seen 
And these traits ring true across the board 
I'll do anything to cut these cords. 

AW 

​You think Taco  Bell is Health
But you do rails of coke daily
Chugging Diet Soda and Beer 
Added sunken senselessness  in your Gaming chair constantly

But I remember better times 
And not all those shameless digs 
What were you trying to unpack and unearth
Your closet is not the only one filled with skeletons 

There are IDs and idiots 
And when I saw your reddit I knew 
This dude is incapable of loving me 
I better chalk it up to a loss. 
( That's healthy EGO) 


I remember: 

Basement shows 
Pup album morbid stuff 
Cooking with your friends and not giving a fuck 
Exploring waterfalls 
Centralia dates
Kissing on the Ferris wheel for my birthday
(Even though I didn't get me an actual gift) 

You really had me going 
Shameless
String out on string cheese tomatoes from out back and hope (lessness) 

That you would change and your family would love me no matter what 
But that was never the case 
Maybe they couldn't handle my authenticator indicator
But your mom's a fucking train wreck
And your dad is more absent than mine 

​Scope----- off topic 
You exude ugliness
Of course you're not attracted to me 
You hate women, that I can see 

You hate me 
You genuinely hate me 
Like your mom, your sisters, and your aunt
All three 

I wish you nothing but the most sincerest animosity
Like you showed me and showered me in coldest
I could have counted on one hand 
The times you weren't bitching. 

It's low vibrations 
And I know nothing's change
You still yell on your soapbox
Keyboard in hand, it is a shame you were hardly a man. 

-This crab needs pats of encouragement ( and butter) -A little squirt of lemon to counteract my moodiness 
-someone to keep me on track so I don't keep getting distracted by side quests
-time to marinate and get used to speaking my mind. 
-i am used to leaving in a pinch
-i know underneath this shell I am tender 
-eat me often 
-you managed to get me into your bed but I can't help but lay awake after and wonder what you have me saved as under in your phone.
I am a crabby moody quiet girly 

But I can't show that openly 

AW

​I like you so much that 
I would spare you from me 
Air signs need blue prints 
So they know how you work to play you.
I've been loosely raised by two 
So I am qualified to say this 
My sibling(s) an earth sign 
But that fucker is so wishy washy 
Only when it's convenient for their feelings 
Are they to be considerate. 
And I am a gluten free punishment 
So I surrounded myself with Water signs 
Because we absolutely absorb each other 
And sometimes it's just too much 
Most sensitive people I've ever had the pleasure of knowing.
But we hold grudges like we would hold the door for you. 

And bro, you little flamers it's all about you 
You think you give off main character energy 
But I know way too much about you 
You're welcome to join and try and change my opinion 
But I think you fire signs are just hot headed and need someone to hold them. 


a.w.

​Hey it's great that you potay that you're doing well 
Everyone thinks it's fake as hell 
Lets settle this finally this time around 
Please know that I know, cause I know you well 

It's not that I am jealous just continue to be concerned 
And I think we're both similar at least from what I can tell. 
My intuition is pretty spot on with this you see 

The spirit boxes have been going off 
Riddled with voices alive and somewhere in-between 
Approved appericians only a few can see 
People see what they want you to see 

Posted abnoxiously for all to see 
Evaiding the obvious is what I can gather 
Desperate and dizzy around and around 
( This cycle is fleeting) 

Here is the one 
Everyone can see 
Running around ruining things 
Empty promises, that they'll call dreams 

Just little snippets here and there 
On the spirit box 
They're pretty chatty on that thing
The dead love to talk 

A.W

I am not as unhinged as I could be 
and I want everyone to be grateful for that 
I could stand to turn it up a little 
I am not sure what its looking like but 


My body is not a temple it is a mid western dive bar. 
where the Hendrix at? 
And there has got to be something 
About bisexuals just not sitting so straight 

I burn sage wands 
And pick the nicest days to rot 
Inside of me the bridges are being burned 
I am done with all the wondering ​

When is it going to be my turn 
Human things agitate me all of a sudden like dealing with my ceiling fan the air is drying everything up and killing my plants. 

It's definitely isn't my negligence 
I am just about beyond repairing 
And incapable of relaxing 
You can just forget about letting go

I never let you get to know 
The real me in return 
While you upchucked all your insecurities 
I neatly laid them out ​

But it's not the same 
And nobody's talking 
Separate depressions 
Lives always growing 

In different directions 
I wish I could stop this 
You're welcome to have at it 
But I'll question your logic 

You couldn't code me 
Even if you knew me 
Everything there ever was 
I'll keep changing my coding ​