Ash Wednesday! Unreliable Narrator

Unreliable Narrator 
Written by Ash Wednesday

Turning pain into purpose 
The waves of pain roll in 
I should be over this 
Able to conquer this 

Instead disconnected from this 
I've seen these all unfold before 
I can do nothing to stop this. 
Proud and projected 

I am going back to the sounds and sources 
Flick my safety off with your tongue 
Goddamit those claivicals are gorgeous 
And the dip in your hips 

And that little sound you make with your mouth 
You know the one 
Fuck is the room getting hot? 
And instinctively want to grab the side of your throat. 


I think you keep forgetting that we are both heavily involved in others and it's time to stop playing childish games it would be rather inconvenient don't you think 

Forever the unreliable narrator 
Sure there is more depth and character 
But you can only speculate before it becomes a script 
I'll be the one in the end laughing 

With someone else 
A mystery character 
One who doesn't put me through the ringer 
Trying to get wifed up with that ring on my finger​

Ash Wednesday ​