Written By: Ash Wednesday
If the world was ending, you would come over right?
We could keep it casual-
maybe a movie or two like we used to
If that is alright.
Since the world is ending, how about Thai?
I am gonna get shrimp, because fuck it.
Let's go out with a soft bang
Because I have been screaming inside my head my whole life.
And dude, I am tired.
I am tired of masking,
of withholding my joy
all those late nights thoughts and feelings
I just want to go "home"
Off this planet if only for just a moment
Then respond and be born again
right back to it. Grind, depression, little lost lambs
Whatever this it is I am trying to still discover
But if the world was suddenly on fire
would you be down to share one last cigarette
and a brief chat
it doesn't have to be anything crazy
I would settle for a "Hi, how are you-
Cause nothing these days phases me.
War seems imminent, It's too expensive to live
At least when I am dead and gone it costs me next to nothing to sin.
I am always looking for something else,
something exciting and new.
I am hoping that this time it's all different
Another environment, but hopefully I get to find you.
Before your brain or husk or jellyfied noodle goo solidifies
I hope that its not to late this next timeline
I seem to keep fucking this all up repeatedly
and it keeps costing me some lifetimes
So back to my original question
If the world was ending
could I count you to be a guest star on my couch
one last time
we can order something
whatever you want
I just want you by my side when things go to shit
and the world restarts.