S.A.D.D.I.E B.A.D.D.I.E Written by Ash Wednesday Come off the couch Pull yourself from your bed The darn dark keeps fucking with The circadian rhythm in my head. Seasonal saddled sadness Weighting down the scales Unbelievably unhappy Unbalanced and shakey According to you this is the normative I want this to end all this suffering Peel yourself off the floor Flood yourself with water Recall that you haven't eaten yet this week And you will cry habitually in the car and shower But I want you to know this However how small That dopamines coming Just got to break up the monotony And have some fun And go for a drive The weirdest things I do in winter. I wish it wasn't so cold so I could walk I wish the days weren't so long I would do anything for a NA margarita and some sun Cause I am a lil saddie baddie I can barley contain My increasing sadness And all my salad plates All day long not enough sun I am a lil saddie baddie Trying to snuff out my depression With weighted and heated blankets So many salt baths I stumble out shaking So much overtime and overstimulation at work My body gets so sick being so close to Merk. A.W.
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