Ash Wednesday! Not According to Plant

I started keeping plants this year 
It seems to brighten up my room. 
But it's kinda too cold in here. Cause I am at the back of the house 
 and rather drafty too. 
 
You’re super cold, and closed off
With very little room to grow.
And just like my house plants I have been ignoring you intentionally. 
I just thought that you should know. 

I am fully aware of what's going on, I get it no I really do.  
I hope you’re eating well, and have stopped smoking (finally) and addressed the drinking too. 
Because you and I don't know boundaries, we just say fuck it, fuck off and fuck you. 
But I know better than to entertain that now, you still kicking it with the same karmic, toxic crew? 

But if you ever feel like branching out, just know I may not know exactly what to do. 
 I am not exactly going to be pleased, you bent some pretty big leaves with me. 
I am always at that crossroads of okay sure fuck it why not, and fucking leaf me be. 
You planted me , and what did you expect, I had no clue you had a whole garden to tend. 

But no, I get it things don’t always go according to plant. 
I just can't stand it when you don't listen and just rant. 
It kills me inside, and then I shut down. 
So without being said, let me know when you're in town. 

Written by Ash Catcher.