Written By: Ash Wednesday
Skipping past the pharmacy
my hand suddenly goes numb
reaching around for the bottle
I'll stick with my espressos.
Failing to curb the cravings
got me all fucked up sweating and
I am going to be trying to forget you
My whole damn adult life.
I will struggle to quell the debating
in my head forever craving
a release that I don't even know why I do the things I do anymore.
I am not sure why I put myself in jeopardy.
or entertain people with third parties.
Just one more shot, just knock it back.
you get your whiskey and put on one hell of a convincing act.
But I've seen this play out
about three times already
I am tired now of these dumb games.
I am looking for something more challenging.
So you get your whiskey and word vomit
all over me
baptise me in your toxic vomit.
I want to believe you really.
I'll stick with my intuition and espresso.
- Ash Wednesday