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Ash Wednesday! ​I Want To Eat Lunch On Her Shattered Ego

12/20/2022

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​I Want To Eat Lunch On Her Shattered Ego
Written by Ash Catcher 
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Eyes contacted, something forever pending. 
Unanswered invites, anxiety shaking and sweating. 
Bolting up in the middle of the night. 
Nausea settling in- would be cool if I stopped over sharing and overwrite. 

The on going sentences sputtering from my face. 
That messy process it takes to constantly come up and create. 
From fucking thin air, how can I keep breathing life into this "brand" 
Is something fucking normal boring people will never understand. 

I want to eat lunch on her shattered ego. 
Addicted to words, popping them like placebos. 
Painted colors across the sky. 
I am just looking for someone to pass the time before I kick it and die. 

Packed up with the same intentions. 
And let's me honest there has been some honorable mentions. 
The only way out is through. 
Internally screeching like a banshee and Sioux. 
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​But some days I am more confident and comfortable in myself then others. 
Except when I get excited about something entirely unrealistic and unrelated, and the conversation needs to keep going and recover. 

A stagnate Stargate doesn't seem appealing or possible. 
My favorite part about the two of us is all the things that remain a mystery and inaudible. 
Aches in my head l, but it's not from the cold. 
I was just thinking about you, like it's some sort of secret proposed code. 

I want to eat lunch on her shattered ego. 
Addicted to words, popping them like placebos. 
Painted colors across the sky. 
I am just looking for someone to pass the time before I kick it and die. 

Had to remodel my life a few times since we last spoke. 
You ever have nights alone in bed and you reach over and there is just silence and smoke. 
I've been breaking the 4th wall- or was it dimension.
Hey I found this new thing if you count backwards from 20 and close your eyes the background will start to disappear. You'll become the admin of circumvention. 
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My habit has teeth- (Addiction) 

All of Spirits turned to Ash by the end of the night.

Will be pretty cliche, but I think it's clever- try to go into the light. 



-ash ​
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