Ash Wednesday! Dimensional

Dimensional 
Written By: Ash Catcher

You project your 3D shit on to me 
And I turn it around on you and send it back to you in the 5D 
Tell me how that's fair-
Grasping at straws, trying to breathe air. 

At least give me some warning before my legs begin to shake uncontrollably.
 Because you’re on your side of town having a fucking meltdown. 
I am buried in my art again, not making a sound. 
Clinking on keys, fading into the black background. 

When the dimensions shift, I go catatonic. 
I can almost feel the other half of me cascading into a schizophrenic sardonic (state)
The sky looks like it is spouting fire this evening
And in some nights I lay awake looking at the window 

“I had no idea I would have to pay rent on my own personal hell.”
When I read, cause I hate T.V. 
I hallucinate, and disassociate into dead trees. 
Some days, most days, I feel I am at the mercy of the mindless. 


It is funny, like you know a secret or something. 
I can see better in the dark, much better than you think. 
Washing away too many dishes for my liking, I loathe the kitchen sink. 
Trapped in this house of staggering shards. 

I am determined not to break down in this house again… 
The house dimensions only span so far. 
What I wouldn’t give to have real access to my car. 
Control issues, always need to dive, fuck out of here I just want my own time. 

-Ash