Ash Wednesday! Bad Habit

​Bad Habit 
Written By: Ash Catcher 

I am pretty superstitious.
But I base all my moves on borderline intuition. 
Had enough of this hypocrisy. 
Is this place we live in still a nation, or just a mockery.


Fuck it all, it's all over the walls. 
Chewing at my nail beds, avoiding the withdrawals. 
Vibrating at a cool constant mediocrity. 
My thoughts lack clarity, barley a whisper, fractal and inaudibly. 

I feel like I am completely replaceable
It's been proved time and time again 
But if you spoil me with loyalty.
I hope that you speak in riddles and ambiguity. 

My habits have teeth.
And sometimes it's hard to breathe.
But a little dose does the trick.
Of Methamphetamines. 

Humanity seems so oversaturated.
But I am miraculously still engaged most days and infatuated.
What is deemed redeemable and satisfying.
What is worth these days fixating? 

Dissolved all boarders, fuck your latitude lines. 
I would throw it all away for you, give it 1000 tires. 
Planted firmly in the grown, your airness lifts me up 
Hoping I don't fall over myself, empty out all my cups. 

Fuck it all, it's all over the walls. 
Chewing at my nail beds, avoiding the withdrawals. 
Vibrating at a cool constant mediocrity. 
My thoughts lack clarity, barley a whisper, fractal and inaudibly. 

Bad habit
Bad rabbit
Dark holes 
Wayward souls. 
Disgruntled humanity.
Redefining sanity. 

Hello, I would like to please plead insanity. 
Hello?! I would like to order a new mentality. 
Psychopathic heterosexual multiple personality. 
All often taken out of context and without formality.



- ash ​