Amputation: Severance Package Written by Ash Wednesday Hope the deadline was worth it "dad" I am done resuscitating roadkill Pumping air and effort where there is none I am not even in your top 10 priorities I am not your friend I am your now only daughter Not some one sided social experiment So you can finally have a sense of control over I have no expectations of this and of you But I knew work would take precedent Because I would have done the same to you I would rather work myself to death Then allow you to pretend to care for me I hate your fake personality and personas I wonder when you will figure out about masking And I am sure you can turn your love for me On and off like a light switch. But I am not going to dim myself so you can be Comfortable and continue old patterns It's pathetic. I know who I am. You're just a carbon copy of a want to be. I've delt with life times of abuse from men. Its absurd how you didn't protect me you just propetuated it. I would never trust someone else Always having a parachute and an exit plan Would rather lie and say you did the best you can That you say you'll try and try again And I am just so sick of not being made a priority No wonder I choose men that triangulate me and ignore me. Avoiding all the mirrors in my house Cause the people who think they're closest to me Don't know the half of it I had that side of you that's deeper and seeped DNA programming I think you were a mistake I picked the wrong caregivers this time around And the best way I can explain and express myself Is not making a fuckin sound And it may not make sense to some people
But I will tell you this No adult child wants to amputate family members Unless it happens to make everything better. A.W.
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