Ash Wednesday: All Times, Sad Times

These days, they just don’t feel the same
Everywhere I go I see your name. 
Forever stupid, forever young, and dumb. 
All those nights I spent with you, now I am just numb. 

All Times, Sad Times. 
I never get too close, feed them more lies. 
All Times, Sad Times. 
All Times, Sad Times. 

I never let them see who I really am
Put up a front infront of all my “friends”. 
Hide behind the secret silence of the past.
Because at this rate the future may not last. 

All Times, Sad Times. 
 I never get too close, feed them more lies. 
All Times, Sad Times. 
All Times, Sad Times. 

 I can't get the color of your bedroom walls out of my head. 
And the very fact, I always hated that you didn’t have a real bed. 
But these days I sleep just okay, just not as much. 
Oh fuck it you got me, yea I am craving for your touch. 

All Times, Sad Times. 
I never get too close, feed them more lies. 
All Times, Sad Times. 
All Times, Sad Times. 

Summer is almost here, and I can't help but think.
How quick you were to ALWAYS judge me, and critique. 
For being myself, how DARE you judge me. 
Yea I maybe alone still, but at least I am free. 

I see your miscarry your happiness. 
It’s not hard to see. 
Because I think what hurts you. 
Also hurts me. 

All Times, Sad Times. 
I never get too close, feed them more lies. 
All Times, Sad Times. 
All Times, Sad Times.