Ash Wednesday! Pathetic Pathogens; Trying To Take Up Real Estate, In This Economy?

Pathetic Pathogens; Trying To Take Up Real Estate, In This Economy?
Written by Ash Wednesday

I struggle with our dynamic 
Who am I to you 
Who are you to me 
Who were we to one another 
In that moment 
In that breathy sentence

Is it aligned and balanced 
Absolutely not 
Are we still going at one another 
Oh absolutely just subtly
I know deep down it's not 
I know you do this with other 
But it's comfortable to live in delicious delusion ​

Missing you is not okay it's underwhelming
unfair and one sided and it's pathetic you make me feel worthless and pathetic.

Nothing will and would change 
It would all be the same 
Except for a little bit more lying 
Crafted and directed my way 

Finally free and then you come crawling back 
I hope you found what you needed 
It only took half a decade for you to see that 
And I got a good laugh for about a week 

But waffles this is something you're not 
Going to be interested in me 
The situation is more sticky than that 
Than could ever be. 

You're welcome to try like the other 
But I don't think you'll stick 
I found a healthier substitute 
The kind that would make you quit 

And quiet and go into yourself 
A good look in the mirror 
And a ton of therapy and self help 
And I wouldn't even entertain 

Some of you fucking degenerates again 
An eye for an eye I am passed that petty shit 
Please both of you get your mind right instead. 

A.W.