Ash Wednesday! Ethereal 111

Ethereal 111
Written by Ash Wednesday 

​I'll rip you to pieces 
And drown you silently 
They're not thinking of you 
Just all the things you used to 

And typing out a whole bunch of nothing 
And deleting it by dawn 
I've been there done that 
Same old story until it's over used and gone 

A clue here or there 
A whisper of your name 
A credit card with your initials 
Your dumb fucking car model 

I see it all 
And notice it far too much 
For the shadow that you once casted 
And gone physically withdrawals 

You've seen someone trying to outrun their shadow? 
Good God is it messy for you 
And as a third party on looker 
That shit is a crash waiting to happen 

I am waiting for it to happen 
For someone to tell me it's all a joke 
I should stop checking my email 
You're not coming back 

Just like the others
Gone in a flash 
Another smothered 
Another failed plot 

This messy teeth biting 
Screaming into the Pillows 
To muffle out the best you can 
The three am night terror's 

That shit in my head 
All the crap that you filled 
Left for someone elses undoing 
I can't fathom you now

You must know what you're doing. 
I think I just like the way you eluid me 
It's a fucking masterpiece 
Way better then the physical shit you bring 

Ash Wednesday.