Ash Wednesday! Acceptance

Acceptance 
Written by Ash Wednesday 

​I was craving a quesadilla before work 
Instead I heard your name again 
I looked up 
And it was your dad 

I forgot both our fathers lived in the same shit hole suburban hell. 
Both dismissive and avoidant 
But oh boy oh boy do we sure look like em 

Spitting images 
Flaws and all 
I would rather die than 
Revist that chapter 

​Put on the back burner 
Indefinitely let us simmer 
Something new 
What should I watch, what's for dinner? 

And I'll be the first to tell you 
I miss those stupid videos you used to make me 
The ones we sent back and forth 
And the one we were making 

The stupid pastry strudels review 
Came up on my stupid memories page 
I went to check the schedule on one of my jobs 
And there you were your voice and everything. 

Acceptance is something I am not the best at 
I'll beat things once they're dead and gone 
Can you blame me I am a mess 
But I can't imagine being any less

Ash Wednesday